Another year AGAIN! lets see i can create how many blog once every year!
Past year is really an exciting year! Majority of my time is working of cause. still sticking with the same job as previous blog! currently still feel that the job have many areas can be improve, many things still can learn.
I don't feel Monday blue, probably because i am doing what i like to do!
This job is quite challenging, and people can see my achievements, that's why i feel satisfaction in this company.
Now at age 24 and half (not yet birthday!), many of my friend is getting married, or married, or even having baby! This is the hot topics when you reach this age i guess, i have attended 2 wedding and 2 more coming in this year! Topics to be discuss in will not run away, from job, partner, getting married, have baby...guess this is the life cycle and i finally feel that i have grown up to be an adult.
Last year the single me of cause no longer single this year! Fate is like playing a games with us! hahaa~~ met my current Mr. Boyfriend last year during CNY. I never know i will be holding this hand during this year CNY! i guess god liked to punish me, because of my arrogant! Thats why old people said, don't criticize someone, and he will be your husband! HAHAHAHA~
I have something to confess, last year during CNY when i first met my current bf, I...I....I have compared my ex with him, I was so proud that my ex was so good, so loyal, so serious, so wont-flirt with girls....and i criticized my current bf that he is "fai cai"(cantonese). Because the first 2 days we met he been creating stories just to make fun of me.
At the end, of cause, everyone know the stories, my ex cheated on me with another girl, we broke up! Then i still keep in touch with current bf, we were best friend, or i should say we are still best friend. He broke up with his gf same period with me, after 1-2 months then we both just went out like normal friends. He just date me out and still make fun of me, but i don't even bother, because i don't really care, somehow i can feel that he is a good guy, except the naughty mouth. (conflict of feelings)
Slowly, he changed his attitude, and told me that he has feelings on me, due to all the stories he been created previously, he took almost 1-2 months to convinced me that he really fall for me. After 2 months i only feel that he started to be serious and really want to make things between us to work out!
As i just got serious fell in the previous relationship, i have a serious phobia to relationship, scared that i will got hurt, and people cheat me again. I told myself to stand up, but really need time to heal. My current bf said he will wait me, and give me some time and spaces. and of cause he did. He gave me all his time, apart of working, and sleep. To spend more time with me, he willing to drive about 30 minutes to my house after work, spend only1 hour time with me just to chit chat, then drive back to his house with another 30 minutes. hahaha~ of cause, after together, this thing hardly happen! haha~ expected! He have to work everyday, and i know that he is very tired.
During his day off, he will cook for me, bring me to movie, here and there....but most important is we are best friend. We enjoyed pillow talk, i got so comfortable when i spending time with him.
The "Ai Mei" period last about 8 months, and i decided to move 1 step forward. Let's see what happen next year! He might cheat on me as well, but...at current stage, he do love me, i do love him!
Shall see you guys again on 2015 June!
